~blink of an eye~
~cogitated is i~
~can you fly??~
~concubine Miss Shy~
~Doctrine of the neighbours thy~
~to call me , never give it a try~
~from now on , Julius , there will be no hi ~
Goodbye
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Sunday, July 27, 2008
July 27 '08 ... 8:45 PM IST
It has been a long time since ..any updates !!
Call it a day off or days off ..for me its one and the same thing ...
Stationed at place of mine ... i called heaven ...destiny as identity..
the conversation
God : Blessings !!
Destiny : Blimey!! it connects !!
God : (pacified as ever) Son !
Destiny : where do i lie before myself??
God : Contact fate.
Destiny : What can i get from the almighty??
God : Your you .
Destiny : Love is I.
God : One day , it will be honored to thy.
~God hangs up~
Author : Mark
Call it a day off or days off ..for me its one and the same thing ...
Stationed at place of mine ... i called heaven ...destiny as identity..
the conversation
God : Blessings !!
Destiny : Blimey!! it connects !!
God : (pacified as ever) Son !
Destiny : where do i lie before myself??
God : Contact fate.
Destiny : What can i get from the almighty??
God : Your you .
Destiny : Love is I.
God : One day , it will be honored to thy.
~God hangs up~
Author : Mark
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
July 14 '08 ... half past midnight
Potterager is Mark's new friend.
They share a relationship of a saint and a follower.
Saint Mark is a pagan.
Saint has started liking potterager , but has suppressed his feelings.
He thinks of it as an infatuation , but still he will talk to her.
Mark continues his reading habit , and his faith in GoD is agglomerating day by day.
The rose fragrances , the birds chirping , the gentle breeze , the first ray of sunlight , the infants murmuring , Mark has restored his senses..and he seems to be happy today..
after such a long time .. he was smiling.. allured by someone of his class in the world of words.
Mark is happy [:)]
They share a relationship of a saint and a follower.
Saint Mark is a pagan.
Saint has started liking potterager , but has suppressed his feelings.
He thinks of it as an infatuation , but still he will talk to her.
Mark continues his reading habit , and his faith in GoD is agglomerating day by day.
The rose fragrances , the birds chirping , the gentle breeze , the first ray of sunlight , the infants murmuring , Mark has restored his senses..and he seems to be happy today..
after such a long time .. he was smiling.. allured by someone of his class in the world of words.
Mark is happy [:)]
Thursday, July 10, 2008
July 10 '08 ..... 3 am...
Today's author - Mark
The whole day today , i felt abjected.
As early in the morning I crossed an aberrant child in my neighborhood.
I felt the pain within , of how it feels if you not being accepted by a society.
The crimson and dark cloud once again met my eyes but this time it is wide open.
I felt like renouncing all my authorities to him.
And what happened suddenly is not worth writing in the blog.
And then I visited my friend who studies in Michigan.[:)]
As soon as I stamped my foot in my house , from behind came Nat , have to get some notes photocopied . I do not like going to the marketplace .
At night I finally stepped in at 9 pm.
It was supposed to be a hectic day of my life.[;)]
But today I was happy because the break-up was not the most abashing moment of my life.
I learned today there are many more instances that make you feel embarrassed and sad.
Holy Jesus!!
The whole day today , i felt abjected.
As early in the morning I crossed an aberrant child in my neighborhood.
I felt the pain within , of how it feels if you not being accepted by a society.
The crimson and dark cloud once again met my eyes but this time it is wide open.
I felt like renouncing all my authorities to him.
And what happened suddenly is not worth writing in the blog.
And then I visited my friend who studies in Michigan.[:)]
As soon as I stamped my foot in my house , from behind came Nat , have to get some notes photocopied . I do not like going to the marketplace .
At night I finally stepped in at 9 pm.
It was supposed to be a hectic day of my life.[;)]
But today I was happy because the break-up was not the most abashing moment of my life.
I learned today there are many more instances that make you feel embarrassed and sad.
Holy Jesus!!
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
July 8 '08 ... Night has just started.
Today's author MARK.
As usual I woke up late in the morning , But today I had to go to the college for registration purpose , then 2 hours of coaching .
After this hectic schedule , with no energy left , I went off to take a nap , this time a big one , BTW all this time I am used to these naps.
Yeah , my general knowledge today was improved by Mr. Alien / game developer [as I call him] that the dot over the i is called a tittle.
cool , isn't it??
As of now I have nothing to do.
Kathy, an online friend of mine from New Zealand , was worried about me after reading this blog , its really nice to see there is someone in this world who cares , as she told she went through the same phase as I am ..
Readers I assure you now, Mark's life will not be stagnated by such small incidents, I will go through all difficulties , because my recent past has made me analgesic.
As usual I woke up late in the morning , But today I had to go to the college for registration purpose , then 2 hours of coaching .
After this hectic schedule , with no energy left , I went off to take a nap , this time a big one , BTW all this time I am used to these naps.
Yeah , my general knowledge today was improved by Mr. Alien / game developer [as I call him] that the dot over the i is called a tittle.
cool , isn't it??
As of now I have nothing to do.
Kathy, an online friend of mine from New Zealand , was worried about me after reading this blog , its really nice to see there is someone in this world who cares , as she told she went through the same phase as I am ..
Readers I assure you now, Mark's life will not be stagnated by such small incidents, I will go through all difficulties , because my recent past has made me analgesic.
Monday, July 7, 2008
July 7 '08 ... 0200 hours
Yeah.. yesterday!!!Julius and Mark chatted over the web network.
But no luck what so ever for him.
Now he is slowly losing the feel of love from within.
The nightmares is soaking away his energy. But he has to fight against the dark forces of his own nature and that prevails within.
Julius was more worried about her parents reaction when they will come to know about our relationship. So ordered Mark to stay away from her. Meanwhile she is getting more attracted towards Nick.
Nick is now slowly becoming a pain in the ass of Mark.
Anyways Mark's still under illusion that Julius still loves him.
So he comes up with a Shakespeare quote from the play " All's Well That Ends Well " from scene 3
Even so it was with me, when I was young:
If we are nature’s, these are ours; this thorn
Doth to our rose of youth rightly belong:
Our blood to us, this to our blood is born;
It is the show and seal of nature’s truth,
Where love’s strong passion is impress’d in youth:
By our remembrances of days foregone,
Such were our faults; — or then we thought them none.
Her eye is sick on’t: I observe her now
and sent this as a sms to her.
She replies via miss and a sms reply saying "I love you" followed be a smiley of a kiss.
Mark felt good. But he is feeling pretty much insecure. Also he knows she doesn't mean what she sent in the sms. But I care for you y dear friend.
Try to move on , because then the nightmares won't do any harm.
Mark please refer to Shakespeare's another play "Romeo and Juliet". Learn a lesson.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
july 5 '08 ... Dinner time
What does it feels like when you dream of falling of blood drops instead of water in a rainy season??
The crimson sky with white glowing clouds!!
It seems like a negative reel of a photograph.
To overlook this sort of nightmare , a man has to be strong at heart.
But Julius has taken it all away from him.
And she is acting rude .
Mark told me he cried for help in the dreams but his voice stuck in throat , clearly indicating he needs care.
But I think Mark is behaving like a loser , he must move on in his life.
I can't make him understand .
His mom asked him whether everything is fine with him or not??
He nodded!!
Now what mark spent the time reading newspapers and listening to Skillet songs.
The best way to pass time he says.
Meanwhile , during the day he had nice conversations with Naomi and Norah.
He is feeling a bit lucky now .
I think.
July 5 '08 ... 1:13 PM
Early in the morning I went to his place , I was told that he slept late last night around 5 am.
I came back and started thinking about the doctors' prescription but that I had an exigency to talk to him about what he was up to last night. I engaged myself in reading a novel after I went through the headlines in the Chronicles today's edition.
Time passed . It was half past noon.
Mark called . I was surprised he was up so early.
He was like updating my knowledge what he did last night and what woke him up.
It was Norah's call that was responsible that he was awake.
He hates Norah but she keeps bugging him. He is fed up of her calls and was too annoyed at her this morning.
Last night , till 5 in the morning he was chatting and trying to impress Naomi by his nerdy talks.
But then he told me that Naomi was weeny be interested in her and he laughed out loud saying as if "I am interested in her , Dumbo."
So he hung up and I began thinking of where his life is heading.
Meanwhile Julius is continuing her attitude show up alive and she doesn't know she is losing him slowly. She is interested in her new friends. But I am sure Mark's voice will break the barriers that her new friends has created ih her heart , and will reach her soul.
Julius , I have no words for you and your actions nowadays.
I came back and started thinking about the doctors' prescription but that I had an exigency to talk to him about what he was up to last night. I engaged myself in reading a novel after I went through the headlines in the Chronicles today's edition.
Time passed . It was half past noon.
Mark called . I was surprised he was up so early.
He was like updating my knowledge what he did last night and what woke him up.
It was Norah's call that was responsible that he was awake.
He hates Norah but she keeps bugging him. He is fed up of her calls and was too annoyed at her this morning.
Last night , till 5 in the morning he was chatting and trying to impress Naomi by his nerdy talks.
But then he told me that Naomi was weeny be interested in her and he laughed out loud saying as if "I am interested in her , Dumbo."
So he hung up and I began thinking of where his life is heading.
Meanwhile Julius is continuing her attitude show up alive and she doesn't know she is losing him slowly. She is interested in her new friends. But I am sure Mark's voice will break the barriers that her new friends has created ih her heart , and will reach her soul.
Julius , I have no words for you and your actions nowadays.
July 5 '08 ... ante meridiem 1:27
Mark was signed into yahoo few moments back.
We discussed about the latest piercing event i had gone through.
My ears are hurting badly.
When I first appeared in front of mark with that earring , he showed me the pee finger but soon he got to his own self and grinned and damn i knew what was coming.. the middle finger!!!
I inquired about the bestsellers and my sisters' "Ana's" project title.
He gave me the clue but my cousin had the better of him.
I sent him a virus "cool.vbs"via messenger.
When he opens the file , oh man his PC is gone until he restarts.
But we both share a healthy rapport.
I know mark won't go to bed tonight , and i want to console him, but i have to commit an appointment to the doctor tommorrow morning first place.
Mark's screen displayed -
Nat- byeeeeee
Nat- gud nite
Mark - :-o , you just came in , no?
Mark - ??
Mark - ?
Nat- ya bro
Nat- Doc's appointment
Mark- okie okie
Mark- all the best
July 5 '08 ... 16 past midnight
Julius ... which is that movie??
Horror or the love is in the air??
That won't remind of the time you spent with Mark over the last one year.
One year.. Oh!! God , July 13 is near. [last year it was Friday the 13]
Julius [July] .... Coincidence!! right??
What is wrong between you and Mark BTW??
Mark told me he is trying your contact no. but you ain't responding??
Are you aware Julius , Mark is on sleeping pills these days.
Today he deliberately ignored the medicines , because that didn't help him over the last two days. He is in serious pain.
But you don't care.
Do you??
You had no time to reply to Mark , but to Nick you chatted worth every penny.
What did he go wrong, Julius??
Why are you mad at him??
Be clear!!
Maybe the kind of headache Mark is complaining about is degenerative.
He has slept just the 6 hours in patches of an hour and three quarters , in last 2/7 of a week.
But , something else is on your minds. right??
Better not be late ... or you may lose Mark's mark forever !!
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